I hardly ever blog, sometimes or most of the times I feel like I
shouldn't do this anymore....
I feel like what's the point? no one wants to hear about my boring pathetic life, and frankly no one should, no even me....the fact that I'm going through so much pain is enough as it is, I don't need to keep reminding myself or others what I'm going through. Yet this is the only way I feel better, when I let it all out somewhere, anywhere,to anybody! even if I know I'm completely fooling myself, my thoughts and feelings just have to be expressed in any shape or form. I think it's normal human nature that we all want our stories to be heard, especially if one is very introverted, lonely, usually sad and depressed. But that's not the only reason I blog, I blog because I feel I have a strong opinion about certain things, things that not many will point out, or not many have thought about thinking of, because we as unique beings have intellectual minds that think in unique ways, even I though I know that so far I have only been complaining and ranting on and on about my life, I will soon change that into something positive, converting my negative feelings into rational thoughts so that no one is bothered and all is good.
I feel like what's the point? no one wants to hear about my boring pathetic life, and frankly no one should, no even me....the fact that I'm going through so much pain is enough as it is, I don't need to keep reminding myself or others what I'm going through. Yet this is the only way I feel better, when I let it all out somewhere, anywhere,to anybody! even if I know I'm completely fooling myself, my thoughts and feelings just have to be expressed in any shape or form. I think it's normal human nature that we all want our stories to be heard, especially if one is very introverted, lonely, usually sad and depressed. But that's not the only reason I blog, I blog because I feel I have a strong opinion about certain things, things that not many will point out, or not many have thought about thinking of, because we as unique beings have intellectual minds that think in unique ways, even I though I know that so far I have only been complaining and ranting on and on about my life, I will soon change that into something positive, converting my negative feelings into rational thoughts so that no one is bothered and all is good.
